I don’t have to decide tonight.
Tomorrow’s not asking me yet.
It feels heavy just to wake up.
Thoughts don’t really stop.
People talk like they know things,
I don’t follow it.
I try not to think too far.
Just stay where I am.
If I don’t move tonight,
that’s how it is.
I don’t have to decide tonight.
Tomorrow’s not asking me yet.
Some of this was there before.
I don’t need to trace it back.
It doesn’t change how it feels.
It just stays.
The night is loud sometimes.
I don’t answer it.
I just sit with it here
let it pass.
I keep looking at the same things.
Nothing really changes.
I think about tomorrow,
then I leave it there.
I don’t have to decide tonight.
Tomorrow’s not asking me yet.
I’ll stay here for now.
That’s enough tonight.
I don’t have to decide tonight.
Tomorrow’s not asking me yet.
I don’t have to decide tonight.
Tomorrow’s not asking me yet.